thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Thursday, August 5, 2010

Enough of dream.
Everyone should now wake up and face the fact.
I'm half awake.
How's yours?
Life is tough..
I was just like a living shadow of all my siblings.
What I can do.. They can do it better than mine.
They are really capable.
And I realize..
I was just following their shadow..
It was tough..
And sometimes I feel like stopping these right now.
But I know..
I couldn't.
I hate myself for being such useless compare to my siblings.
I'm feeling jealous over them.
How can they be so good?
Why is that everything I can do.. They can do it perfectly than mine?
Sometimes I wonder....
*This world is unfair.
-fusion of black&white
8:20:00 PM