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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
PE.. Monica told me that she's disappointed with me..
Because I didn't lend someone racket..
Sorry..
For my careless and mistake..
But believe me I don't know how you think but I want to make myself clear lo..
My relation with a_ _ _ _ _ is pure friendship not even a little bit of vague hor!
so you all don't think wrongly :]

English..
no mood to write the letter but still have to finish..
so i manage to finish it..
keep on thinking why monica will say like that..
what i done?
now then i know..
and not the full story but only parts of it.. the 'arc' of this story :]
so i am not going to any how guess or make up any story..
I AM NOT THE ONE I USED TO BE!!! :]

Math..
soooo noisy..
mr see can change his name le..
to mr pink...
keep on giving away pink forms..
for those so unlucky lo..
came back from toilet get pink form..
and thats where i learnt the word 'arc' from..
one part of a circle :]

After that lessons and lessons..
School dismissed..
stayed in basketball court to play basketball with other class people :]
all my friends of course..
addison also there..
ya speaking of addison..
cannot stop laughing..
the CENTURY BASKETBALL JOKE CREATED BY HIM!
Addison Pang Teck Seng from Woodlands Secondary School 1D..
XDXDXD
Unbelievable BACKCOURT!! XD
then luxin go hug the pole knocking his head and i crawl down and laughing like mad..
whole basketball court roll on floor laughing!!!

after that went to causeway..
after my last call to my dad..
handphone no battery..
yesterday charge halfway someone off the switch..
and today morning left 30% only..
switch off my phone all the way until that call..
30% dont know why will suddenly gone 0..
and cannot make anymore call..
go to civic center with benjamin revising the bio..
after that awhile i go to the bus stop wait for my dad..
i felt very nervous..
my dad can't reach my phone as well as mine..
my sis and bro sms me but i can't receive..
handphone totally ran out of battery..
so my dad wait at ANOTHER side for 30min..
while i was at ANOTHER side waiting for him..
and i never play hide and seek..
i know that dad got appointment..
but i can't do nothing..
sit down there read bio textbook..
and keep on praying..
finally he came and found me on another side..
thanks god..
terrible sorry for my dad!!
he'd been late for appointment!!!
sorry!!!!!

and monica..
how you know about it??
wondering..


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Monday, September 28, 2009
i hate having flu!!!
but i dont have fever..
thats great..
and might not be so active in blog during these week..
exam coming..
need to be in a super concentration mood..
when you see i moodless dont say i emo hor..
just paying full attention..
you all haven seen yet right :]
cause i got no chance to perform a full attention :]
so now going..
better dont distract me while i am concentrating :[
i will turn into mad very easily while i concentrate fully in one thing :]
thats all i think..
bye..


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Sunday, September 27, 2009
my turn to sick..
dont know why..
sudden lack of energy throughout the whole day..
when reached home..
having a very very bad stomachache and stay in the toiler for 30min...
hope that i can eat only porridge..
or else later having another stomachache..
very tired..
morning have a little bit flu but now ok..
no thermometer to measure my temperature...
better dont fall in sick when exam coming!!!
god bless me..


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YAR!!
STOP MAKING EXCUSES!!!
EVEN THERE IS AN EXCUSE!!!
I MUST ADMIT I DID IT WRONG!!!
NO MORE EXCUSES FROM NOW ONWARD!!

i'm sorry for what i had done..
i will not going to do what i did before..
and i will not going to find anymore excuses when i apologise..
i promised i would change..
and i will admit that i am in the wrong..
not going to push anymore faulty to others..
because its mine..
i 'give it a life'
so i have to 'get the life back'
解铃还须系铃人
means that
every problem need to be solved by the person who created it..
no others can solve it,
only by the creator

thats all i wanted to say..
and i gonna bed..
too late..
just finished watching tv and some church's ppt files..
night all


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Saturday, September 26, 2009
yeah!!!
spent 4 hours to practice 3 songs...
1 hour for 2 simple one..
Fur Elise and Can Can..
then used 3hour to learn Canon..
still not skilled enough for Canon..
but i will try my best to practice it until can perform :]
god bless me!!
yay!!! :]


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i wanted to play piano again..
asked my mum whether can let me continue learning or not..
she declined..
because i've disappointed her already..
i wanted to learn!!!
but no one allow!!!
hope that god will arrange it for me..
i really wanted to learn..
but cannot..
mum dont give me to learn..
...


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Friday, September 25, 2009
today very very boring..
nothing much happen lo..
but dont know why the class so hyper
keep on laughing and laughing!...
went home straight after school
go and fetch my sis, and two church mate
from the bus interchange at malaysia...
they went to KL to play =]
came home..
writing this post..
and thinking what to write !!!
today i am not in a hyper or active mood..
just felt very bored..
dont know why..
these days like this..
and keep on imagine get knocked down by a car or meet an car accident!
GOSH!!!
must get rid of this..
everytime i think something so bad and can't stop thinking..
something bad will happen..
usually on others..
but not me..

oh ya..
jamie came school liao she's no more in sick but siew fang fall in sick..
LOL!!
hide and seek?
both of them..
hey! you will rest well and get well soon hor=]



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Thursday, September 24, 2009
wei wei wei..
amelia.. before you puke arh..
get a plastic bag to collect dont dirty the place, hahahahahaha =P

today..
HE!!!
yay my dishes FAIL!! =]
the curry became asam..
but the sweet potato balls nice lo!
but when i fried the potato..
nigel ah nigel..
you scare of hot also dont put the potato from uphigh la!
the extremely hot oil keep split out and shoot me like a bullet.. =X
hand got a lot of scars..

after that nothing happen much..
just in english period
so FUNNY! =]
ms tan : today is a good day
class : because you are wearing blue and is last period
ms tan : nonono not because of that
class : then?
ms tan : (going to say something but get distracted)
me : because jamie never come to school today?
ms tan : NO!
class : *laughing*
ms tan : because someone sent an email to me "are you a student of nanyang jc?". its from amyl
shafiq(34) : amelia why you sent teacher email using short form??
addison : ya lo!
amelia : no!
ms tan : no.. but i can't remember i got a friend surname is start from L.
class : ohhh. he want to ask you you're engaged/married.
ms tan: no! then i remember she's one of my classmate in JC. we usually called her xiao yun. and she told me that she went through a hard time finding me as we all know each other pinyin and she go through a lot of website.
dylan : xiao yun in chinese is small cloud.
class : *laughing*
shafiq(34) : ya lo she cannot find you. you put your name as T-Cher
class : *laughing*
ms tan : ya thats right..
blah blah blah blah blah cnt remember..
shafiq(34) : siao (suddenly shout out)
ms tan : (staring at him..) what do you said?
dylan : nonono i tell him to pronouns xiao but he said siao.. and siao in chinese is crazy..
class : *laughing*
blah blah blah blah blah cnt rememner..
shafiq(34) : hot air ms tan!*laughing*
class : *laughing like mad*
ms tan : shafiq you take your chair and sit down at the door there..
class : *continue laughing*
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

thats all for today =]


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Wednesday, September 23, 2009
NO COMMENTS!!
NEW SKINS!!
:]=]=]:]

PE!
badminton test..
lend 'em the badminton racquet
the one i loved most!
yay!
my test result not good!
18/25..
Afiq 19/25..
I lose le =X
no choice i so lousy =[

After PE lessons and lessons..
Math test..
Surely cannot get full marks :[
25 ++ la
i so careless one..

Recess..
An Indian boy keep on wanted to make me angry..
And he did it..
:[
My EQ is nearly big big 0!!!
I so stupid!
Fall in a trap..

Geo..
Dylan do a lot of weird things again..
Get called out to class :]
I so mean put a smiley face over here :]

After school.
Waiting for that Indian boy..
He did not appear.. :[
but nevermind :]
大人不记小人过
:]
=]

After that went to causeway..
Eating lunch..
SiewFang and Monica asked me and Addison go to cold storage..
They want to buy ingredients..
No choice must follow..
=]
Walking around cold storage for around 10mins..
Then go to fair price..
Walking round and round and round..
1hour ++ gone :]
Bought some ingredients..
And SiewFang keep on sudden brake..
I just walking behind her and so addison behind me..
Like combo crash..
She suddenly stop then i need to emergency brake..
Addison knocked me and i nearly fall down!! :[
Monica and SiewFang say need to train us..
Train for?
For the future we find girlfriends ... -.-"
LOL!!!
I say LOL but not laughing --
SiewFang's friends came..
And me and addison gone..
=]
After around 5min then she realize we gone =]
And call us..
Because we took all the ingredients =]
I so evil right :]

Aim for EOY and go to 2A/2B next year!
ALL BUCK UP!!
Not going to start a relationship..
But there is only one person i liked =]
*secret*
So i will forget all now..
NOW!
study study study!
English cannot fail le!
BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!


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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

BRAIN STORMING!!
ready to get a big fat D7 for my art..
suppose..
my practical exam was totally a mess!
surely cannot pass it and it worth 50/100 in SA2!!!
theory must memorize all le!
now its not the time to play..
still got math test tomorrow..
hate it!! =[
now studying math..
memorizing all the method and solution!
hope can get a shiny A1 for SA2!
=]

today ceramic class..
nothing special but i destroyed my work piece =]
hahahaha i so clumsy!
nevermind..
yongyi sorry arh..
next week we rush and do a solid one :]

MT..
do english homework :]
you see i so lazy LOL!!!
then is art..
HATE IT!!!
RAWRRR!!!

english..
the oral exam..
i scare will fail lo.. =X
my pronunciation so lousy!
but i good in make up a long long story from any picture i saw :]

math..
class went chaotic!
hahaha!
gotta go..
now eat dinner then continue storm braining..!
:]
all buck up!
tomorrow got PE badminton test!
all buck up in all exam and tests upcoming!

oh yeah..
everything return to default.. :]
just as i wished :]
thank god!
giving me a chance to change myself :]
and siewfang..
so nice :]
muahahahaha!
my racquet!
weeee!
somebody took it in the macdonald~
who is it?
and a piece of french fries into my coke drink :]
lalalalala..
relax la i will still friend to everyone lo.. :]
all of these is going to end..
and another door is opening..
understand?
hope so..
my explanation not so good..
is POOR!!
:[
bye now..
seriously bye :]


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sry..
cnt find my phone cable..!
cannot up load the video but can upload the picture :]

510 meter above the town..
me climbing on a big fat cane =]
this part is the last part of the journey.. very tilted need use hands along to climb up..
3/4 of the journey.. the blue colour t-shirt guy is my younger cousin..
going to reach the half of the hill. the one in orange colour t-shirt is my second brother



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Monday, September 21, 2009
as sf wish lo..
thank you so much lo :]
lalala
its all over :]

8:30a.m. woke up
on the way to KLUANG with my relative and parents.
meet my twin brother at a coffee shop =]
after eating and eating start to get ready to hike.
thanks to my second brother!
he dote on me so much!
my mum took my shoes wrongly and the shoes is too small..
so my brother give me his one and he himself wearing a sandal!
thanks!!!
9:30 started to hike the mountain/hill?
spent 2 hour 17min to reach the peak of moutain..
the last quarter of the mountain was very very hard to climb..
the road was tilted so much that needa to use both hand to climb..
i lose to my second brother..
woah..!!!
he walk so fast!!!
cannot chase up..
all the way charge up to the peak of mountain!!!
enjoying the scence upside there..
up of 510metres and see the small city!!!
so touching!
but its not the 1st time la..
remember what i did last year on 27/5/2008
my church's youth group had came and hike..
when we reached,
we use liquid paper to write down our names :]
just now went to see and it still there :]

rest until 12:13pm
started to rain..
rain inside the small forest..
:[
needa run!
me and my younger cousin run all the way down..
luckily never fall down :]
spent 52min to reach the entrance of the mountain :]
yippee!!!
1:05pm!
i did it :]
but like i fall into the swimming pool..
so wet!!!
LOL!
cannot be so childish le!
first day of fourteen years old!..
changing now :]
needa to research of art..
hope someone know how to do can online and teach..
:[
god bless me :]
trying my sport limit..!!
tomorrow got CCA!!!
the super trainer coach better dont come..
i will exhausted till die =X
then wednesday got PE..
badminton test :]
everyone bring own racquet!
must pass :]
god bless you all :]
going to upload pictures and video..
pictures of the hiking tip..
video of yesterday night sending a 'kongming' lantern uphigh into sky :]
thats all for today :]
see ya..


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just ended my fortheen birthday with my cousins and relatives :] thanks for the surprise :]
hope that later dawn period hiking trip will be fun and successfully!!! miss my friends a lot:)
five wishes
1st be more mature and humble
2nd more kind and caring to everyone
3rd promote to express stream together
4th please to mostly of requests
5th all my friends' wishes will come true and less stress to them=)
lastly.. may your hopes come true also..
jamie,monica
god bless you all!!!


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Sunday, September 20, 2009
today early in the morning..
6:27 a.m
monica the first one to wish me a happy birthday =]
thanks :]
then second is my church mate :]
third is my old school teacher :]
thanks to all the wishes :]
later going to church.. :]
thanks all! :]
love you all!

********************************************************
birthday surprise?
YA!
a lot a lot of not happy things happen just now in the church..
all the request was so demanding!
5songs lyrics which need to type at least for 15min..
they want me to type it as fast as possible..
went mad!
RAWR!!!
but i still MANAGED to do it..
thanks god!
yesterday their training session till 2:30am..
but i dint go..
too tired yesterday 12am then sleep!
they never give me the lyrics yesterday!
then reach church need to chiong!
not their fault also..
i got my faulty!
i didn't attend the training yesterday!
so thats why i did not receive the lyrics!
sorry!!!
and thanks for all of your wishes! =]

14 years old already..
wish that everything return default!
i will be more humble!
i will be more mature!
not fooling around anymore!
exams coming!
all of 1Ds can promote to Express TOGETHER! =]


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Saturday
went to singapore with my elder brother and his friends and my sister..
1st stop.
kranji..
buy some bread to eat as too hungry..
should have take the circle line from bishan to bugis.
but then my sis realise the circle line haven open..
=X
take to cityhall..
after that went to tampines..
we wanted to go and eat mos burger as my eldest brother friend never eat before..
search through tampines mall and tampines1 ..
but dont have..
so we went to tampines mall and eat long john silver..
KL also dont have lo =X
after that see see walk walk..
came back to malaysia went to my eldest brother's girl friend house..
to eat dinner..
her mother was a good cooker!
all japanese food and very yummy!
thanks !! =]
after that home sweet home! =]


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Friday, September 18, 2009
morning have assembly..
help monica, fazirah to take the award as teacher nominated.
lessons and lessons..
mr see went mad..
suddenly so fierce..
not used to but good la..
class will quiet one =]

after school..
go to cwp with addison and dylan..
but benjamin a good lier..
he lied to mr tay that he nvr scare ppl..
lol?
ya lol..
eat in mac and spend around 1hour staying there..
:]
thanks addison and dylan for accompany me :]
after dylan went back for npcc..
left behind me and addison..
we go into popular..
go and find books..
i mean novel not study books :]
i was like mad when searching for good novel to read..
then addison like bored..
sorry arh..
did not realise your feelings..
:[
nxt time wont le!
:]
after that he want to go kiddy palace to find his things..
just follow..
called monica for fun..
:]
then jamie beside and started to ask me weird questions :]
answered all of it :]
after went to library for a while..
my father came and fetch me to marsiling there..
choose my cousin's handphone..
then only my cousin one hor..
the seller said that got 20% discount if sign up for one more line..
starhub one la :]
then i sign up :]
then choose a new phone :]
samsung omnia i900
touch screen one..
not very used to it when 1st take..
but spend around 2hour to examine it :]
then very very use to it..
just finish setting up :]
love my father! :]
buying me a new phone!!
92387723 my new handphone number :]
the 96646778 still in use but the line going to expire le :]
weeeee!!
thats all for today..
and sorry if i offended anyone :]
thanks if anyone helped me and i forgot to say..
thanks :]


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Thursday, September 17, 2009
i change useless but i will change..
even though i can't change u right..
who say i must change u?
no one..
i change but i can't change u..
i still change..
u said let u go..
i did it right..
u r the one who never let it go..
and this changing is only for myself sake no one else..

私が愚かで、非常に横柄、私はあなたのために価値ではありません。
私はあなたなしで新生活を始めて、そしてすべてを私変えるでしょう。 最後に言う。
私は愛するしかし私は私の中心でuを保つ


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Wednesday, September 16, 2009


i'm truely a coward
no dare to face myself..
as well as others..
so please do call me a loser next time..
a loser in everything..
yar..
everythings...
i'm not worth for you to wait for..
i'm not worth to wait for you..
i will change..
i surely will change..
first things to change..
i will not avoid the facts..
i will face you bravely..


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i think i've settled it..
not a very good ending..
to be more descriptive..
WORST.. THE WORST OF WHAT I EXPECTED..
Pung Li Kuang Pung Li Kuang..
You are a dumb??
Not everything happen in what you think..
You lose to yourself..
You lose to over confident..
Nothing to say about you..
Genius STUPID!!!
Things is not settle like this..
GET IT???


today went to library..
talked clear..
what u scared of?
u scare that i will eat u up?
or u scare that u ll _ _ _ _ _ _ in me?
just telling u that..
dont cry..
be brave..
be happy..
be positive..
remember today..
u must remember IT thoroughly..
heard it?


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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
today nearly late..
come to school for around 10minute then assembly start le..
first time wor..
=X

Ceramic i love it =]
Do the bottom part body..
Then me and YongYi one can stand for one time only ??
2nd time cannot..!!!
ROAR!!!!
nvm wait it fired then can stand..
too fragile..

MT..
Mr Tay show us the video of 相声 [dont know how to translate in english.. sorry for any inconvenient]
Super funny..
Although their tune is China one
But i can understand it =]
Because China tune something nearly like Malaysian tune la..

CCA!!
I LOVED IT!!!!
trying to reach my limit..
by non stop playing for 2hours and 15min..
then tired go rest at downstairs..
watch addison get scolded by his coach =]
i so mean =]

Talked to Monica on phone when coming back to school to attend CCA..
so confused!!!
dont know what to do next..
addison want to be kepo and kacau..
then i use headphone he cant listen =]

Something need to settle it as early as possible!!
Face to face settle is the best..
but i dont have enough confident..
need someone to accompany me!!!
hope God will arrange it for me =]

At last a phrase to all of you.
2 Peter 3:8-9 But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.[NIV]


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Monday, September 14, 2009
4th day of war..

I had learn that we will not going to keep on apologize as we are going to win the approval from God but not from men...

I now is clear of everything and I had received the most cruel punishment...
Although you may think that its not hurtful..
But this is the MOST hurtful way :[

Search for some bible verse just now..
Found out that I still have 3 things..
The 3 things ALL of us have..
The FOREVER 3 things..

1 Corinthians 13:13 "Three things will last forever - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love."[NLT]

Faith -- Our faith toward God.
Hope -- Our hope given from God.
Love -- The love that God gave us.

Not only from God, but also from everyone..
If we have faith in God, we will have eternal life.
The eternal life is not on this temporary world, but in the world of happiness. The world mentioned here will not have any of sadness, unhappiness because God already promised to us.
Hope..Why we have hope toward God and men? If we have hope, we can work hard toward the goal. Without hope you will just stop it in the half way.
Love.. God had given us all his love.. This reminds the verse in John 3:16 "For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life."[NLT]
Yes..God loved us so much that He don't wish we suffering from guilty.. But we did not return His love to Him as how He loved us..
Where is love come from? Love come from God.
Romans 8:38-39
38 "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,"
39 "neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

NOTHING will separate us from the love of God so as well nothing will separate OUR love to God. This is what God had promised to us.

From now onward, I will love and treat everyone as I love and treat myself. Speak is easy but I believe I can do it as God will always around me.


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Sunday, September 13, 2009
3rd day of war..
Again..
I’m sorry..
It was useless but I still will say it over and over..
And I think you all got me wrongly while I misunderstand what you all talking about.
Whose care? Yep I said this.. But in my eyes, I think that once a friend forever friend. No matter what happen, Friend=Friend. Friend can become enemy but they are still friend right? So to me whatever you say doesn’t seem to bother me. We are enemy. We are ‘Enemy Between Friend’. When the time we are friend, We will be friend FOREVER no matter what.
Outsider.. If you aren’t the outsider of this sms, I should address you as?... Maybe ‘Outsider’ meant very rude to you but to me its ok. To me I think that ‘Outsider’ can be used when someone is not related to some problem. To you I don’t know.
Who you think you are, I got not explanation as I was in the fault. Again.. Sorry.
This is my last explanation to you and others.


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Today went to church in the morning..
The title of talk today is about Peter.

Luke 5:1-11
1 One day as Jesus was preaching on the shore of the Sea of Galilee, great crowds pressed in on him to listen to the word of God. [NLT]
2 He noticed two empty boats at the water’s edge, for the fishermen had left them and were washing their nets. [NLT]
3 Stepping into one of the boats, Jesus asked Simon, its owner, to push it out into the water. So he sat in the boat and taught the crowds from there. [NLT]
4 When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Now go out where it is deeper, and let down your nets to catch some fish.”[NLT]
5 “Master,” Simon replied, “we worked hard all last night and didn’t catch a thing. But if you say so, I’ll let the nets down again.”[NLT]
6 And this time their nets were so full of fish they began to tear! [NLT]
7 A shout for help brought their partners in the other boat, and soon both boats were filled with fish and on the verge of sinking. [NLT]
8 When Simon Peter realized what had happened, he fell to his knees before Jesus and said, “Oh, Lord, please leave me—I’m too much of a sinner to be around you.” [NLT]
9 For he was awestruck by the number of fish they had caught, as were the others with him. [NLT]
10 His partners, James and John, the sons of Zebedee, were also amazed. Jesus replied to Simon, “Don’t be afraid! From now on you’ll be fishing for people!”[NLT]
11 And as soon as they landed, they left everything and followed Jesus. [NLT]

Many people were attracted to Jesus to listen to the Word of God. Why do you think they were drawn to Him?

Jesus didn’t need to be in a pulpit or classroom to teach. This reminds us we too can teach anywhere. What are some places you hadn’t thought of where you might teach?

In this story Jesus called fishermen to go out where it was deeper and to let down their nets. What may this suggest about His call to each of us?

To go deeper mean:
1. Try new technique
2. Act in faith and believing
3. To study His Word more

Simon, a good follower of Jesus. Even though he had worked all night without a catch, because God told him to do something, he did it. He believed God’s Word. Simon Peter had done it but why we can’t?
Think about this: Nets were so filled with fish that they began to tear. How powerful is God!

When Simon Peter realized what had happened, he fell to his knees and said, “I am too great a sinner to be around you.” Or he may be implying, “Oh, Lord, I am not worthy to be your worker.” Ask yourself, Why?

Simon Peter was awestruck at this miracle, and his first response was to realize his own insignificance in comparison to this man’s greatness. Peter knew Jesus had healed the sick and driven out demons, but he was amazed that Jesus cared about his day-to-day routine and understood his needs. What a wonderful reminder! God is interested not only in saving us but also in helping us in our daily activities.

God has two requirements for coming to Him. Like Peter, we must recognize our own sinfulness. Then, like these fishermen, we must realize that we can’t save ourselves and that we need help. If we know that Jesus is the only one who can help us, we will be ready to leave everything and follow Him.

A bit of study shows that this was the disciples’ second call. After the first call (Matt.4:18-22; Mark 1:16-20), Peter, Andrew, James and John had gone back to fishing. They continued to watch Jesus, however, as he established His authority in their lives. He met them on their level and helped them in their work.

From this point on, they left their nets and remained with Jesus. For us, following Jesus means more than just acknowledging Him as Savior. We must leave our past behind and commit our future to Him.

May we trust in Jesus as the disciples did! Amen.

Jesus grabbed this chance to call his disciples and did a miracle to witness God’s power. Recall our past, it is not that we did not have a chance to do so, but is we didn’t go and try. When chances are coming, we are avoiding it. But why? When chances is gone we blame that we don’t have any chance. Think about it and do it out in the name of Jesus.

*Thanks goes to *
*The talker for sharing this story*
*www.biblegateway.com for providing New Living Translate [NLT] bible verse*
*Resources link for providing more detailed information*
*Me myself for rearrange it.*


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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Matthew 18:15 “If another believer sins against you, go privately and point out the offense. If the other person listens and confesses it, you have won that person back. [NLT]

Mathew 18:16But if you are unsuccessful, take one or two others with you and go back again, so that everything you say may be confirmed by two or three witnesses. [NLT]

Matthew 18:17 If the person still refuses to listen, take your case to the church. Then if he or she won’t accept the church’s decision, treat that person as a pagan or a corrupt tax collector.[NLT]

Mathew 18:18“I tell you the truth, whatever you forbid on earth will be forbidden in heaven, and whatever you permit on earth will be permitted in heaven.[NLT]

Mathew 18:19 “I also tell you this: If two of you agree here on earth concerning anything you ask, my Father in heaven will do it for you.[NLT]


Matthew18:20 For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them.” [NLT]

After read through these verse, i found out that it is totally connected with my current life. Matthew 18:15-17 is best describe of me. A lot of times I tried to point out the offense, I will end up in unsuccessful and even worse like quarrel. Is it my word too offending or whatelse? I have no idea.


But in Mathew 18:16 But if you are unsuccessful, take one or two others with you and go back again, so that everything you say may be confirmed by two or three witnesses. [NLT] told me that if we are truely wanted to let the person to understand, we can even let others to speak out thier mind. In my case, now it will not do, But I still try to.


Matthew 18:20For where two or three gather together as my followers, I am there among them.” [NLT]It seem like no matter what had result in, Christ will always be with every of us. As long as we believe in him like John 3:16 For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life.[NLT]


No matter what had happen, I believe in Lord.


"I believe in God the Father Almighty,
Maker of heaven and earth:

And in Jesus Christ his only Son our Lord,
Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost,
Born of the virgin Mary,
Suffered under Pontius Pilate,
Was crucified, dead, and buried:
He descended into hell;
The third day he rose again from the dead;
He ascended into heaven,
And sitteth on the right hand of God the Father Almighty;
From thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead.

I believe in the Holy Ghost;
The holy catholic church;
The communion of saints;
The forgiveness of sins;
The resurrection of the body,
And the life everlasting.
Amen."



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2nd day of war..
so low and no feeling..
went to church just now..
again..
everyday and so i will repeat it..
i'm sorry..


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6:08am..
1day 13hours 56mins you are still angry and ignore me from that problem..
sf..
sorry..
i know my apologise make nothing..
but i still will say..
sorry.


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Friday, September 11, 2009
11:47pm 1days 7hour 33min living in the ignorance from her..


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11:33pm.. 1days 7hour 19min since she ignore and angry with me


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first days after 10092009 get ignorance..


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2 Peter 3:1-2 Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Saviour through your apostles. (NIV)

In the 1940s Harry Blamires wrote, "There is no longer a Christian mind. There is still, of course, a Christian ethic, a Christian practice and a Christian spirituality" (from: The Christian Mind: how should a Christian think?). He was, and is, right. Likewise, John Stott has encouraged Christians to 'think Christianly'. But the idea is still remote to many; even though Peter wrote about it two millennia ago. He uses the term 'wholesome thinking' which means the kind of thinking that comes from considering what is true of God and the gospel, and which leads to integrity of belief and action.

It is quite possible to have Christian ideas and behaviour, and even participate in Christian forms of worship, without having thought about any of it. It is just a routine or ritual. Such believers are at serious risk of being seduced by persuasive spiritual entrepreneurs, or disillusioned when life is hard. By contrast, Peter emphasises the need to understand the basis of our faith in Christ, in order to be well rooted and stable; sure footed and able. Paul also knew the importance of being absolutely sure about his faith as he faced suffering (
2 Timothy 1:12 That is why I am suffering as I am. Yet I am not ashamed, because I know whom I have believed, and am convinced that he is able to guard what I have entrusted to him for that day.). Unless believers understand clearly why they are safe in Christ, they will feel unsafe; and their doubts will make them vulnerable to their own doubts or the solutions offered by false teachers. So, any Christian ministry which does not stimulate people to think about God's Word and its implications, is defective; even though it may have many adherents.

The way to start thinking Christianly is to understand what the Bible says. That is the only satisfactory way to know what is true. God still speaks through the text, written by prophets and apostles but all inspired by the Holy Sprit. The more we immerse ourselves in the Scriptures, the more our minds become calibrated to understand what pleases or offends the Lord. Then we can use Christ-calibrated minds to understand why and how the world around us is so dysfunctional, and why the gospel is so essential. Those who think Christianly will live like Christ (because that is a radical choice which is impossible without a serious thought-through decision). And only those whose mind is Scripture-tuned will dare to move from a comfort zone to mission. All the great missionary pioneers, whose legacy is now seen world-wide, were people of the Book. And interestingly, that is what some people still call us. So let's live up to our reputation!

Prayer:Dear Lord. Thank You for revealing Yourself in the Holy Bible. Help me to learn how to think about things in the way that You do, as I learn from Your Word day by day. May Your Word shape my thinking and result in a lifestyle which pleases You, and cheerfully advertises Your grace to those around me at work and home as well as in the church. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

*P.S. Thanks to Word@Work from BeaconLight.*


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i found some bible reading online and wanted to share with you all..
i will post it every weekdays.. as for now and so on..


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thx to my brother..
yes now then i remember the first lesson
Galatians 1:10
'Am I now trying to win approval of men, or of God? Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Christ.'[NIV]

This week,
I had lost something..
But I had learn something..
If I had learn it earlier..
These issue will not be occur..
Maybe this is the sign from Lord..
Ask us to read through bible..
Before we even take any action..
I had learn a lesson
A lesson with a very big price..
The price that i cannot affort..
May God lead my future..


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Thursday, September 10, 2009
since now u said u want to end this friendship
whose care?
only u know how to be mad?
u know about this story?
just u think u KNOW then u act like u know
u turn mad means u win?
i m so sorry
i m not that kind of person like M so kind hearted.
tis kind of trick i seen it too much
it was useless toward me
u r the one who act u know how tis story going on
and start to give me speech
for?
i did not care ur feeling?
should i?
u r in the first place who nvr care about others feeling
why i need to be so kind to u?
in the bible here said:
Matthew 5:43"You have heard that it was said, 'Love your neighbour and hate your enemy.'44But i tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,
i am now in a mess
so how now?
bible in verse 43 said hate your enemy but in verse 44 said love your enemies.
gosh..
how now?
i am totally pissed off..
conclusion
being kind to 'em = result in get bully
hate them = result in disobidient to god

i should gain human's happy or gain god's joyous?
in this case i got wrong
i was in a mood of mad when i chat to them
then thier word like pierce through my heart and make me turn into uncontrolable condition
and my finger started to fly over the keyboards keep on type some word that offend people
k la i apologise here
but the first thing is that
you dont even know what the whole story
and anyhow guess
just put some suspect together
and fake out a new story
if you were me
how will you feel?
my words really hurt you a lot
but at the same time i get hurted by your words don't you know that?
one more thing to tell you
you angry
doesn't mean you are the king we must respect
as a human
we have emotion
we can be angry also
so not ONLY you can be angry
thats all i wanted to say
and one more thing
i break my promises again
unstopable..

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why is this coming toward me..
why is the storm keep on blowing..
i can't find a place to rest..
feel like so tired..
since you all dislike me so much..
since you all say i am in the fault..
i will not going to argue in the favour of myself..
i already lose..
lose to myself..
if can..
i hope time will go back..
but it would not be..
i think i have walk until the end of this road..
and i will stop here..
stop here forever..


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WHY WHY WHY!?!?!?!?
i though this is only between us..
i though this secret is only between us..
u didn't break the promise i can believe..
neither do i..
but why they all know???
WHY???
both of us cannot have our own secret that just between us..?
at least something to become our memory together..
but why got outsider know it??
WHY GOT OUTSIDER KNOW IT??
i only wanted to have a secret that just between us..
now not only US..
is ALOT of OTHERS..
我们连自己彼此共同的秘密都没有
并不是没有
而是...
没有机会让我们彼此拥有...


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Wednesday, September 9, 2009
i finally stepped out =]
can say today is a meaningful day =]
nvm nvm..
i think i had sealed someone inside my heart deeply..
after my sec school life..
i will unseal it and review it all over again =]
if its mine it will be..
if its not it wont be..
=]


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10:22:00 PM


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got something to tell her but i dont dare..
i am a coward =X
dont dare to face the fact..
i scare later i will spoil this friendship..
need advise...


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3:53:00 PM


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today lets start with what..
8am i went to sg..
accompany my parents to NUS which my second brother study in..
needa to sign what arh..
tution grant agreement(TGA)
something like that..
then 10:30am go subway inside NUS buy chicken terriyaki eat..
soo full
and my brother hostel SOOOOO BIG!!!!!!!
below his hostel got 3 basketball court lo!!!
SO NiCE!!!!!!!!

after that came back home by bus..
dad needa go to work..
so i come back with my mum..
in the bus i sleep..
tooo tired =]
holiday why tired???
dont know =]

need to explain and clear something here..
even if i really crush on her..
i would not tell her..
i will live in my own..
let god lead my future..
god will plan everything for me..
=]
i believe in him =]
so i will wait =]
until he told me its the time =]


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Tuesday, September 8, 2009
i am a coward~
dont want to tell u all..
ask me on msn who i crush on..
i will ignore and ignore ^^
change the subject..
i am good in changing subject u know??
ask me sms dont reply to u =]
ask me face to face i ignore and ignore =]
YIPPEEE!!!

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For the moment i hurt you..
My spirit took all the guilty..
I felt so bad that i had hurt you..
Everytime i hurt you..
Everytime you forgive..
After and only..
I could only tell you..
Your smile is the strength to me..
Your laugh is the energy to me..
Your voice is the support to me..
Everytime..
You will be the first one to support me..
You will be there and helped me..
Even when i did wrong..
You will just angry only for a couple of seconds..
After and so on..
I just want to tell you that..
Your smile is the best support to me..
If you angry..
I will be sad..
If you cry..
I felt bad..
Couldn't protect you..
Only know hurt you..
Sorry..My dear..


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Monday, September 7, 2009
To:Everyone
miss you all leh..
especially one people =]
nvm i will try to make myself busy..
like super busy..
=]
i will make it!!
one week only what..
very fast gone over de !!!
=]

Love,


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today i should have gone to bowling also
but dylan cannot go =X
nvm nvm..
found a new program and aim for me..
RE-ARRANGEMENT for my lovely church =]
going soon later today..
around 1pm..
have fun oo
to..
who a?
hmm..
let me think..
oh yeah..
sf
jamie
monica

=]
have fun hor..
dont later bowling hit your foot toes lo..
painful one =]
u see i care about my friend so much..=]
i such a good boy =]
lalala..
later after i came back from church then post again..
hope god will help and lead..
=]

god bless you all =]
and dont get injured


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Sunday, September 6, 2009
today the gathering in my church..
i was one of the member of band
then hor..
the slide shows of the songs hor
i type one la..
then then then
i type tons and tons of mistake..
yesterday never sleep for enough..
then hor the bass i playing hor..
like all the reaction being freezed..
not fast half bit then slow half bit..
keep on plucking the wrong notes from strings..
so sad lo..
then then then then then then then then then then hor
the the the..
ya IQ test hor..
i only scored for 112...
so low.....
but its quite ok la but you know that i dont want so low de..
this is in the category of slightly high in IQ..
but i want the HIGHEST..
you know??
ya you know..
=P

holiday start le like very boring lo..
like this not boring..
A
B
C
D
E
F
G
H
I
J
K
L
M
N
O
P
Q
R
S
T
U
V
W
X
Y
Z

lalalalala
so boring cannot meet you all lo..
nothing fun to do with..
bass had degenerated..
too bad..
try my best next time..
work on harder..
!!!


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can counted as no sleep..
1 hour 30min only..
why???
the church power point slide...
i do until last part..
then forget to charge battery..
malfunctioned...
need to redo..
not only redo..
is re FORMAT!!!
because i save the data inside computer
like magic disappear..
is i pressed accidently or...
then go to my thumbdrive..
that data is saved on june..
need to format and format..
until around 4:30 something..
tired!
the 6am go morning exercise..
run and run..
until 7:40 something..
sudden rain..
then i like charge turbo..
when i going no energy and losing speed..
i think of you leh..
like cannot meet for 1 week..
then i think and think
and think that i cannot give up..
CANNOT!!
never give up =]
then 7:46..
6min reach home from around 1.5km+ park..
thanks god and thanks to you..
if i not thinking you at that moment..
i think i will as well walk to home =X
so thousands so thank you ^^
lol like this i am turning insane..
got some infatuation on you leh..
=]=]=]=]=]=]=]=]


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today is my real sis's birthday..
first thing..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
17 years old le..
=P

yesterday night..
ya correct..
go to church..
feel that i should give up on bass...
cause i cannot improve anymore..
i think i already reached my limit..
i mean for me..
cannot have anymore improvement..
then after that..
i pray..
pray that lord will bless me on my skill..
in the name of jesus..
after that go and practice again after having some chat with sf..
then like suddenly got a though..
on how to play it..
i mean PLAY not just following the notes..
i really enjoyed it..
thx god for giving a chance..
now i will not though of giving up on bass anymore..
its fun =D


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Saturday, September 5, 2009
why its you who said this to me..
others can la but not you =[
so boring holiday le..
don't know spend time on what..
cannot meet my friends..
for one week..
feel so down..
nvm i still got church..
cheer up =]
cannot meet a lot a lot of people..
cannot meet the one i wanted to meet..
cannot meet the only one i want to meet..
=[
wei wei wei
holiday any outing?
like very very boring here..
if got outing..
don't want me to go..
nvm^^
i won't force you to let me go..
later both party not happy =]
so have fun hor =]


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Friday, September 4, 2009
so sad..
today is last day of term 3..
but got a little bit of fun lo..
first period is geography..
as usual..
someone didn't bring her book oo
yep..
as usual!!
get what i meant?
always ^^
sort of la..
then in english period..
yay!
get punished by ms tan ^^
just because i laughing soft soft..
ms tan had a pair of sharp ears..
i laugh very very soft..
even sh also cannot hear it..
but ms tan heard it wor..
=X
then dont know who the mastermind
spread rumors..
aiyo..
might be afiq?
dont know lei =X
nvm dont care..
just be my self ^^
do whatever i wanted say whatever i wanted to =D
rumors rumors rumors..
cannot stop one..
must one after another..
on different person =D
then after school..
go to causeway mc'D to eat lunch..
then after that go to library..
stay there till 3:20pm..
saw ani and afiq and a bunches of woodlanders..
then ani keep on saying that rumors --
until i pekceh and dont want to explain..
then after and after
coming back home..
nono should say..
came back home..
and after bath and after bath wrote this post..
the end !~

XDXPX]X[ =X=[=]=D=P


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Thursday, September 3, 2009
i had had a very very bad and serious flu..
first time try flu and asthma at a same time..
=X..
the taste not that nice hor..
flu cannot breathe properly already..
and asthma come again..
lol..
but glad i got bring inhaler to school..
or i will say bye bye ^^
=P

HE rock!!!
we made muffins..
lol muffins!!!
then after that and after that..
time passed sooo fast..
bio lesson..
mr han absent..
our class turn into chaotic until mrs woo come in..
and started her speech lo..
and after that and after that..
english..
hehe i found out that..
not only me have a broken english pronounciation lo!
lalala..
keep on laughing until stomach pain..
like laughing to self =]
my pronounciation also not that good lo..
=]
see i so honest and good boy hor!
admit myself is not a perfect man!
lalala!

then after and after and after and after..
go to AMKSS for higher chinese..
the teacher come in and dont know what happen..
like she too bored and come in and start to turn mad..
then my class got a lot of other contries' oversea student hor..
and they all fough back to her..
then chaotic again..

the end of the day!


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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
...
today hor..
we get back our result slip..
i did so badly!!!
for english!!!
cannot believe i fail by 1.5marks..
1.5marks MORE I PASS!!!
but no half mark..
ms tan said..
so is 2 more marks!!!
then i got..
A1 - 2
A2 - 0
B3 - 3
B4 - 0
C5 - 1
C6 - 1
D7 - 0
E8 - 1
F9 - 0
Total Marks : 524.5
Average : 65.5625

my comprehension really lousy!!
then i just now went to popular bought a comprehension book..
for pratice..
just in case EOY also comprehension..
=X

end of sadness now something a bit funny =]

in the math lesson hor..
someone in our class lead the whole class laugh..
then i laugh until stomach painful =D
someone = sf
=P
sf keep on laugh and laugh like mad infront beside monica
then get scolded..
after that hor dont know what happen she laugh again..
like this"ahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
then whole class follow her laughing's voice..
me and dylan keep on laughing like mad..
then stomach pain..
laugh too much..
=]

after that and after that..
nothing happen..
oh ya got CIP..
the addison soooo noisy..
haix..
cannot control de..
like went mad keep on talking and talking..
all talking about non-sense..
then me and raj playing like argue..
then ms foo took it so seriously..
said stop quarrel =P
then explain to her then she know.. xD

the end of the day^^


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Tuesday, September 1, 2009
too bad..
i am a bad man to you..
i cannot tell you..
if i told i rather go and suicide?
lol jkjk..
but cannot tell..
if i tell u means i am nice..
then..
i dont know how to be more nice..
but i think i am a bad guy lo.. =P
so you can scold me..
you can kill me =P
but i will not tell..
sorry arh..
i will remain a bad guy..


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all rights^^
hmm..
its my faulty lo..
since i love faulty..
=P
so take it as my fault ^^
its not his problem that i get scolded by mrs woo..
so nvm..
its my own problem lo..
used to it.. =]


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3:44:00 PM


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got a bad bad bad flu..
realized something..
cannot sleep in air-con room for too long..
will fall in flu de..
flu flu flu..
everyday got ppl get flu..
hope god bless everyone..
that now in sick and sadness..
to let them find thier own path..
to find thier own door..
god bless you!


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`twilight

online, hits.
Thank you for the cross, Lord
`ME (:
LiKuang, Dom
Woodlands Secondary
20091995

`APPRECIATES -'

Mu sic
Sch ool
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drawing
writing
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NO exams
Simple Life
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Getting Closer With Everyone

`unplugged ::

LiTu :)
CherlynChew(:
YiTian (:
ShiHan(:
LuXin:)

`rewinded memories
July 2009
August 2009
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October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
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August 2010
October 2010
November 2010
May 2011

`leaveanote .;
'SingAlong*