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Monday, August 31, 2009
today is teachers' day celebration..
and when we go to the concert at hall..
the stupid dylan keep on stalking my back..
then i turn back and tell him stop it..
and principal saw it..
then she call both us go out..
!!!
i just turn and tell him stop it la..
then she say i play.. - -"
is she blind?
cannot see properly one - -
then after i explain she then know..
aiyoyo..
why like this?
dylan keep on disturb and disturb..
sooooooooo
irritating la..
cause me so many trouble..
all his problem say that i am the mastermind??
he go and spread rumors and tell other is i ask him to tell?
is he my pet??
nonono my hamster is better then him..
so i made myself clear here..
WHATEVER DYLAN DO GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!!!
all the rumors..
all the *fishy* things..
which he said i am the mastermind..
please la..
i not that idiot lo..
do something for get hitted by girls?
- -
so if he say like that i 100% comfirm i didn't do it..
so dont hit me on his purpose hor =]
just now when i reach my home..
went out to sales..
bought a polo tee but not the one i want..
sold out =[
nvm nvm i bought another one..
which not strips one..
but quite nice lo..
^^
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3:54:00 PM
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
i hate weekends alot!
cannot go to school..
i love to stay in school!
although can go church la..
only go church i happy lo..
at home very boring everyday same thing..
everyday computer...
revise homework..
half way going to day dreaming =]
i like school sooo much!
can meet friends lo ^^
home very boring..
nothing else to do..
cannot wait tomorrow meet you all lo..
yay got new shoes to wear..
my old shoes had finish thier missions..
accompany me for near 9months..
so sad..
now the old shoes 'die' le.. =[
but the new shoes can replace it =]
tomorrow got new shoes to wear!!!
hurray!!!
still haven to go find my polo tee..
maybe tomorrow after school go with my mother..
oh ya..
my eldest brother also..
he came back from KL this yesterday..
!!!
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6:27:00 PM
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church ended..
felt so awkward..
i was so dumb..
forget to type out one song's slide..
let all others to wait..
feel so embrassed..
i always forgetful..
aiyo..
cannot change de..
not cannot
but i dont want =]
hehe..later night maybe post again..
bye all ^^
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12:24:00 PM
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as a chirstian i cannot angry..
but i just now was very very angry..
angry until i turn into insane and shouting at a person in my church..
still so childish use my msn anyhow send weird thing to sf..
felt so depress sia..
cannot find something to release my stress!!..
anyway..
that person i mention is twenty years old ++
still behave like so childish..
was it fun to use other msn to send weird msg to other?
i dont know..
just now he saw i have a conflic with sf..
he come in and send something *fishy* to sf..
said he was my brother and punished me..
HE is not my brother..
MY BROTHERS IS KIND AND GoOD! AND THEY ARE NOT CHILDISH!!
MY BROTHERS TAKE CARE OF ME AND CONCERN ABOUT ME!!
BUT HE IS NOT MY BROTHERS!!
HE CANNOT EVEN COMPARE TO MY BROTHERS!!
woah..now not angry le..
thanks god anyway ^^
love you all, my own brothers!
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12:29:00 AM
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
i am here to apologise to amelia..
as i give her nickname..
but for the pluck mountain..
i can only say that it was not my idea..
i DID TRIED to stop they all calling you pluck mountain..
but i failed..
it was part of my fault as that i fail to stop them..
so you can angry with me..
i understand it..
for tomato..
remind me on friday..
during english period..
=]
when you blush you look like a tomato..
as red as tomato..
thats how tomato was came out..=]
hope you like it..
you can angry with me..
you can hit me..
you can kill me..
and you can hate me as well..
i cannot tell you who is it invented pluck mountain..
i already made a promise with him..
really sorry..
i cannot help this time..
=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X=X
sorry!!!
Sorry!!!
Sorry!!!
Sorry!!!
Sorry!!!
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6:23:00 PM
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used 3 hour to make this blog skin..
so hard...
yiippppeee!
i succesed!
good blog skin 3 collum hor!
no comment!
haven go to find my polo tee..
maybe going later..
whose know ^^
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4:45:00 PM
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Friday, August 28, 2009
bought a new shoe not long ago..
around 30min ago hehe
sale leh!
from RM1XX to RM39??
woooot!!
and bought a lee copper jeans..
wanted to buy polo tee but sold out of M size..
so sad..
nvm tmr go and see again^^
hope can found M size!!!
happy teachers days!!!
to all teachers around the world!!
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4:28:00 PM
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
today HE cooked this thing dont know call what...
then me and addison team..
i do cooking cause he scare of hot..
xP..
dont tell him..afterther i use spoon to make a heart shape lo..
so romantic..
lalala^^
today get back english common test result..
11/25...
so bored!!!
then my class de bio only got 7 passes
2C5 5C6
23 F9
E8 and D7 forget got how many..
MSG of pass from 3.something drop to 8.53??
wooot..
so crazy...
end of today..
hehe..
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8:09:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
soo boring these days..
my friend get dropped from c boys as he very rude to coach..
serve him right!
lol..
just now begged miss lee to let him come back to c boys..
but miss lee say only coach can decide it..
so sad lo..
aniways..
my result not that bad leh^^
math get 86/100
..
asked mr eye how to calculate..
here a solution share with everyone..
class test 1(over 40)+ class test 2(over 40)+class test 3(over 10) divide by 90 times 5...
common test (over 35) divide by 35 times 10..
add both answer together then multiply by 100 divide by 15..
thats the final marks ^^
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6:41:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 25, 2009
wooot!!!
long time nvr go CCA le..
2 weeks ^^
weeeeeeeeee and i improved alot alot lorh!!!
combo smack X4 and last smack smack on people face..
felt really sorry for them..
and i can say that AUGUST is a month of quarrel!!
1st quarrel with A..
2nd quarrel with A also?not the same A but is TAXI! hehe
3rd quarrel with my own older sister..
4th quarrel with my 2nd brother..
5th??haven come out and august going end soon!
felt sorry for those whom i quarrel with and sorry here..
i should not behave like this as i am a Christian
and in this temporary world shouldn't speak like this to anybody else!!
so my apologise here to everyone!
SweeeeTTT!
and god bless me my marks got improve leh!!!
Higher Chinese 66..B3
so far i only know combined mark for my higher chinese..
but for..
Maths
1st class test-29/40 2nd class test 26/40 common test-31/35
English
Cloze passage-8/15
Bio
1st common test in term 3-16.5/50 2nd common test in term 3-31.5/50
Geo
part 1-15/15 part 2-19.5/25 common test-21.5/25 project-15/20
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8:53:00 PM
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
i am a rubbish ^^
so please dump me into a rubbish bin!!!
no matter friendship or relationship..
DUMP ME INTO A RUBBISH BIN!!!:)
remember hor..
no littering..
inside rubbish bin i got friends ^^
still got flies and flower accompany me^^
!!!!
WEEEEEEEEE!
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5:29:00 PM
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after one month of quarrel..
urmm..one month 1 day..
i finally gain what i expected to..
we are still friend again..
and hope that this friendship will last very long!
hurray!
god listen to me!
god bless me!!!
jamie said going to post my stupid idiotic passport's photo..
on her blog??
the photo taken on 2007..i was 12 years old^^
oh yeah!
like very funny and that time i very short and fat..
so very very weird..
hehe^^
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1:30:00 PM
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
soo long nvr update..as NOT usual i went to SG at Saturday??
ya..go meet raj,khuhan,shareen,shihan,liwen,liwen's younger sister, shaleen,shuhadah,insyira,jamie,siewfang..
to do the teacher's day big large huge project..hehe..
wooot...i walk from malaysia checkpoint..
not the exact checkpoint but middle of causeway..
around 2-3km++ because of the stupid traffic jam..
then i reach at civic center at 1pm..
then enjoying the time we all have..
go back at 4:45pm..reach home now..2 hour..sweets...
glad that no "human traffic jam" at checkpoint for both sg and malaysia..
then traffic jam abit at causeway but better then morning..
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6:56:00 PM
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Today is 1 month anniversary?
ya 1 month already..like pass so fast..
1 month after we quarrel..
1 month after we not talking..not bothering about each other..
1 month?so long..nvm..i thought can goes up to 2 month or 3...
but i here breaking this combo..
after 1 month thought, i feel that something look like very weird..
like a familiar voice lost.. cannot hear it for 1 month like forever..
all the funs we having are lost..
without you.. like things going normally but something was really different..
something others cannot see.. others cannot feel..
but i can only say...
YOU are the important part of my friendship life.. as well as others..
still..i used to say this..but this is meant for you..
i'm sorry...
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6:56:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
today so many thing happen in class hehe..
the raj go to spread rumors again as usual ==
then i scold him and very nice feeling ^^
PE...
badminton..
me and afiq vs both male PE teacher..
smack like crazy then my shoe nearly spoil... T_T
i think after this term cannot wear le..
going to have a hole underneath it..
so sad..
then both PE teacher let me smack..hehe
having so fun long time never smack combo already..
then 3 on 1 PE teacher.. the blue colour t-shirt one..
cannot beat him?1st game 2v2 can win him..after change place lose ...
so bored..
next week i aim for revenge!!!
Geo very funny also..
Mr Prem call all people name very funny..
then i heard how he call shihan and i laugh out and ashraaf also..
super funny la..
like this.. s-h-e-h-a-n
if translate to chinese like faeces..
wahahahahahaha i comfirm laugh at her for 1 month long..
then very happy i get 34.5/40 for the part one and part two..
but very sad is this is not CA2 result...
Common test i did it not that good..
Mr Prem praise me so obedient??
i think he need to check his eye sight..
short-sighted.. hahaha
i very playful one la cher...
weee!!!
hope bio got improve..
at least get B4..
God Bless Me!
Study very hard for geo and bio this time..
thats end for today ^^
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5:44:00 PM
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Monday, August 17, 2009
things happen just again but using another way..
today i was laughing like mad and i was quiet ok..
geo period..
Mr.Prem keep on using these word
Kay..
Okay..
And..
Then..
So..
so funny sia the whole lesson i keep on laughing and teacher stare at me..
after school dylan had been called by mr eye and stay back till 2:12pm..
hahahahahaha..
by the time waiting me addison and benjamin was having fun with mr eye..
so funny la!!!
remember friday a weird chinese uncle on 913..
keep on scolding vulgarity on an indian boy which sit infront of him..
me and lx stand together..
then the uncle said who laugh he will who..and he was holding a coca cola zero can..like drunk?
coke zero get drunk.. ==
after he keep on scolding then me tell lx that if addison there sure laugh like what..
then me and lx like laughing out but very soft so he din heard it..
and lx use very serious looking face said "don't laugh.."
then by the time we both calm down..
the uncle said "YOUR MOTHER ******(kaniniabu***)to the indian boy..
me and lx burst out laughing glad that the bus reach another stop and the uncle gone down..
so funny la!
oh ya..
i think things go back again as usual..
but this time not usual..
change abit..
i will take all the guilty..
i was too tired to fight for truth..
hahaha..
bio and geo..
STUDY..
BRAIN-STORMING NOW!!!
SHHHH!!! =X
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8:49:00 PM
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Sunday, August 16, 2009
most of you say i make her life miserable..
okay la..
since you all haven get the latest news..
i not post it out here let you all see happy?
fine i got did something wrong i admit it..
but why she did nothing wrong?
(Removed Due To Some Problem)
(I Don't Wish To Face As I let everyone to read my blog)I MADE MYSELF CLEAR HERE I GIVE UP ON HER ALREADY
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12:45:00 AM
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
The most beautiful star in the world is most far away from earth..
When you notice the star
Would you notice the air and water?
I am the air and water,
And you are surrounded by me...
Everyone will only notice all the things that cannot get,
But nobody will notice things that get so easily..
When the things far away did something good,
Did you notice that things near you also did something good?
Change a view on anythings,
And maybe you will notice the air and water..
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6:24:00 PM
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
The Flower in the DarknessGrandpa sun has gone back home,
Grandma moon is sick.
The freezing wind is blowing violently,
The little flower is shivering.
Injured heart need to console,
But no one cares about her.
Partners has gone to sleep,
Left the little flower behind alone.
She cried sadly,
The silvery tears had splash the floor.
Grandpa tree had awaken,
His sound echoing in the darkness : be brave,my dear.
The darkness will gone soon,
Tomorrow, grandpa sun will rise again,
Shine his brightly warming light to ground.
The little flower had clam down,
Slowly and fall asleep.
In the morning,
Grandpa sun had risen up,
Wipe away the tears of her.
She smile very happily,
To welcome the butterfly's visit.
From now on and as she know,
She's not afraid of darkness anymore.
Because she know that,
After the darkness will come the bright.
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8:26:00 PM
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just now higher mother tongue class i wrote a poem..
in chinese..
lazy to translate to english and maybe later then translate..
here it goes..
黑夜里的小花太阳公公回家了,
月亮婆婆生病了。
寒风呼呼地吹着，
小花在黑暗中发抖。
受伤的心灵需要安慰，
但是没人把她理会。
伙伴们都已入睡，
留下她孤苦伶仃。
她伤心地落泪，
晶莹的泪珠洒满了草地。
大树爷爷醒了，
黑暗中传来他慈祥的声音：勇敢些，孩子。
黑暗很快就会过去，
到了明天，
太阳又会照耀大地。
小花平静下来，
渐渐进入梦乡。
早晨，太阳升起了，
擦干了小花的眼泪。
小花绽开笑脸，
迎接蝴蝶夫人的访问。
从此她再也不会害怕黑夜，
因为她知道，
黑暗过后就是光明。
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8:04:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I don't wish to quarrel with you,
But i got no choice..
Not only you can be angry,
Everyone can angry..
I know maybe i was at the wrong first,
But I am not a punching bag for anybody to angry at,
I got my own feelings..
No one will understand,
Except those who experienced it before..
before i start to write this post, i made a poem.. A poem only when you happy can see it as happy..
See it sad when you are sad.. Maybe you are the cruel one and no feelings on it xD..
here comes...
My Colourful Candles
When the time i meet you,
Your eyes are full with colours..
One layers by one layers,
Show your feelings, your dreams and your wishes..
For the every line you say to me,
Pass through my frail spirit like an arrow,
Injected a needle of strong will..
Without our knowing,
Your feelings, your dreams and your wishes,
Covered my icy heart,
Created my wonderful life..
This had awaken me,
From the world of black and white,
Lit up my candle of colours,
Lead me to a colourful world.
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7:03:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
i prove it again..
2 times..
ya...
i managed to prove it..
and only a little part of people know..
to those little part of people..
i prove it that the though that he/she thinking again and again..
hope he/she really will found out what i prove on he/she..
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7:36:00 PM
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don't know why i suddenly wrote so many poem..
here another..all sad poem..haix.... xD
Friendship is just like puzzle,Without even one small piece,
The puzzle cannot be done.
Puzzle contain a lot of fold mark,
These mark represent the time we join it together.
Which we join it wrongly and left behind.
A wrong joining will not make a whole piece done,
Need to rejoin it again and again.
After experience it,
You will not going to join it wrong again next time.
Friendship is just the same,
Wrong joining will make fighting,
After fighting will reconciled.
And now,
My friend,
You are the piece joined wrongly with my piece,
I believe that we can join it correctly,
So we will not joint it wrong again next time.
By Dom..
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7:08:00 PM
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This is a poem I wrote myself to someone..
below it is the translation from Chinese to English..
经过了岁月的摧残，
我学会了如何放弃。。。
虽然我可能做错了，
但是我不想伤害你，
所以我选着去放弃。
这件事以后，
我发觉了,
我不想伤害你，
我选着了放弃。
朋友，
我们还是朋友吧?
让我再次叫你一声，
朋友。。。
After days and days..
I learned how to give up..
Maybe I was wrong..
But i don't wish to hurt you..
So..I choose to give up..
After these matter..
I realize that..
I can't bear to hurt you..
I choose to give up..
Friend..
We are still friend, are we?
Let me call you once again..
Friend..
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4:46:00 PM
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today got ceramic class..
i was once like it very much but now,i hate it more then i like it..
because of one thing..is it my fault?ya..everybody say so.. if is my fault, can anyone tell me what i did wrong? who can tell me?
now i only have 3 option to choose..
apologize,
just ignore and let bygone be bygone,
end this friendship..
i can apologize but first i need to know in what way i did it wrong?
you ask me ignore just as well as me go die..how can i bear with loneliness??
end this friendship??NEVER! this friendship i get it very hard..
i don't want to hurt anyone..and i don't want to end it....
WHERE IS THE HAPPINESS BETWEEN US PASS FEW MONTH?
WHERE IS THE HAPPINESS WE SHARED?
now all gone....
i hate it...
So confused.. FEEL LIKE SCREAM OUT! Who can help? I cannot stand this problem any longer.
God, help!!!
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4:29:00 PM
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
now at church using laptop..
practice some songs..
for sunday's gathering..
hope no any stuck with notes on bass..
orelse sure get laugh by others..
hahaha..
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10:49:00 PM
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Friday, August 7, 2009
Love is not to adapt to her thinking...
Not going to follow all her path...
If one says that adapt to someone is so called love...
I can tell him he's wrong...
There is tons of way to love a person..
Like how god love us...
God did not adapt to our thinking...
He got his way to love us so as our..
To love a person is not by action but is from heart...
Maybe action is more look like love..
But who knows whats inside the heart...
If love is come out from heart...
So will the action...
Love come out from heart is very obvious to see it...
The action is not like caring each other...
But in the fact they are care about each other...
When something happened...
They will just scolding and scolding each other..
But they are caring each other..
Don't wish another to get hurt....
This was the so called
LOVE...
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9:02:00 PM
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now i know why i always knowing something in front was tough i still want to go..
i am a person don't feel like giving up...
but i always give up...
i know something bad is happening when i head toward it..
but i will not escape...
if i now not learning how to face these problem...
when i grown up i still need to face these problem...
so i decided to learn it well...
i very weird right?
say no give up but the end i give up...
for example what i heading for last time..
i say no give up..
maybe when i say no give up another also no give up..
i waiting for the right time only....
so i give up...
i give up to practice myself not to give up when another give up...
that why i give up now...
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8:58:00 PM
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haha...
today is national day celebration...
we got play face painting..
i ask dylan paint a heart shape on my right face..
on left face ask him to paint SG but he write A ==
then they all playing with the painting crayon..
raj help me outline my heart shape but then put an A inside and i erase all..
ahahahahaha...
destroy king~
then they all put handful of crayon paint and slap others..
sooo enjoying..
after the celebration in hall, me, melvin, sf and m go to safra yishun..
we take bus...
when we arrive in yishun interchange..
the bus driver kindly tell us take 812..
there come 812E in the interchange..
we onboard,
after the bus goes 1 round we realize wrong bus..
at last we take taxi go...
we played bowling for 2 game around 1hour ++..
my fingernail in thumb get stuck my bowling..
i use tooo small ball because too lazy..
after then i tried size 13, 12, 11, 10 and finally found 9 is suit for me..
sf and m keep playing with my bowler name..
and i get so pissed..
melvin just sit there laugh at me!!
but his name from melvin let them change to muffin.. hahaha
i get 2 strike when i get pissed..
one strike is perfect strike..
another is the first ball i miss it and shoot to drain so is 0 mark
but the 2nd attemp i smash all down.. counted as spare..
having fun there...
after we go play pool...
when we waiting for playing pool, melvin say lazy to wait and go back...
so left behind me,my sis and m...
they both bully me you know?
suddenly i felt so proud for my angle counting..
before they shoot their target..
i say where the ball will bounce to..
and everytime i say everytime it goes real..
hahahaha my calculating so nice...
there when the thing happen....
i tell them a very very big secret about A_ _ _ _ _ N
they when the guy called my sis and my sis betrayed me!!!
but the guy still admit it wor...
hahaha....
then my sis and m start to talking something about relationship..
make me felt down..
then start another game..
keep on hit and hit very hard...
and almost all go in by bouncing.. ^^
the end for today..
later then post though and feelings.
go eat dinner 1st
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7:52:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 5, 2009
no need to cover up le..
hahaha..
now show you all with the picture..
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
for today was a good day..
but something happened on bio lesson..
my so called "DEAR" sis hor...
so many evil idea..
mr han say about how blushing form..
then she talk about the truth or dare game..
so "CLEVER" lo...
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7:41:00 PM
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009
got a lot a lot a lot and tons of secret..
dont want to tell you all XD
so devil..
hahahahahahaha
now give you all a secret..
should say two..
found a god-sister..i not meaning the god upside there.. but other meaning k? ^^
and i am not a forgetful person and i will hold my promise..
kk..
go sleep..
nitez all..
sweet dream.
MUST DREAM ME HOR!
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8:10:00 PM
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Monday, August 3, 2009
thanks to god..
god bless me..
he cure my illness..
fever gone..
so happy ^^
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9:42:00 PM
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Was this a temptation?
but i know why i can afford it..
because in 1 Corinthians 10:13 say..
"But God keeps his promise, and he will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm; at the time you are put to the test, he will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out."
Now my fever have drop down to 37.9 again..
Hopefully tomorrow can drop down to normal temperature..
I want to go to school!
Miss you all a lot ^^
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8:09:00 PM
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having fever..
37.9...
god will bless me wont you?
hope so...
just now take again...
38.3...
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6:15:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
DISGUSTING!!!
YUCKS!
and painful ==
i so stupid..
the road is not smooth..
i still cycle so fast..
wahahahahahaha..
den meet a hole..
and bicycle fly out..
and i fly out too..
kena drag for 3m...
it was a stone road..
weeeeeeeeeeeee
so pain nia!
-fusion of black&white
2:34:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Saturday, August 1, 2009
my elder brother's dog ^^
called cléf hahaha so cute right..
keep lick my face and neck ==
-fusion of black&white
4:51:00 PM
