thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Saturday, April 24, 2010
as time goes on..
each of us will be growing up.
physically and mentally.
we will be more mature in anyway.
and we will soon not being this childish.
-fusion of black&white
11:11:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Monday, April 19, 2010
amazing grace how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me.....
why are humans so cruel?
Jesus died for our sins, and yet we don't cherish it.
When Jesus was born, he know that he is going to die for everyone.
How can you imagine that? You are going to die for someone you don't know.
If it was you, will you accept the fact?
Christ can simply run away from these, but as he loved us so much,
he is willing to die for us.
Christ has 12 followers, Peter, Judas and 9 more.
Judas, he sold Jesus to those who hated Christ as he threatened their fame.
Judas had betrayed Jesus, and sold him for 30 pieces of silver.
at Gethsemane, Jesus was arrested and all his followers run away.
Put yourself in this situation, how would Jesus probably felt at that moment?
One of His follower, Peter, had followed Jesus.
When Jesus was being interrogate, Peter was in the courtyard below.
One person had recognized Peter as Christ's follower, and attempted to arrest him.
However, Peter denied Jesus.
It was not only one time, but three times.
Just at the end of the third time, the rooster crowed the second time.
Jesus had predicted that Peter would deny Christ three time before the rooster crows twice.
This is what Jesus had told his follower on the way to Gethsemane,
Mark 14:27-31
27 On the way, Jesus told them, “All of you will desert me. For the Scriptures say,
‘God will strike* the Shepherd, and the sheep will be scattered.’
28 But after I am raised from the dead, I will go ahead of you to Galilee and meet you there.”
29 Peter said to him, “Even if everyone else deserts you, I never will.”
30 Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, Peter—this very night, before the rooster crows twice, you will deny three times that you even know me.”
31 “No!” Peter declared emphatically. “Even if I have to die with you, I will never deny you!” And all the others vowed the same.
[NLT]
Jesus had been mocked by the soldiers as he admits himself as the king of Jews.
It was nine o'clock in the morning when Jesus was crucified.
Nails gone through the palm, hanging him on cross.
The blood dipped.
He died for our sins.
But after three day, he was resurrected.
He, Jesus Christ, take over all our sins and died for us.
Three day later, he was revived.
The holy Son, Jesus Christ had revived from death.
We are saved by him, he was being caned, nailed on cross.
And yet, we still commit sins.
-fusion of black&white
8:03:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Friday, April 9, 2010
when its the time go put it down..
dont hold it back anymore...
i dont think any of us is ready for relationship..
neither any of us know what's the meaning of LOVE..
-fusion of black&white
10:03:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
sometimes it was better to admit yourself LOSE.
there was a quote saying this.
"if there is a will, there is a way."
i dont really agree with it.
what if my will is that i can be a president?
will it have a way?
the answer is NO!
we shouldn't think of that we can get whatever we want.
we aren't child anymore.
we can get whatever we want once when we are young, childish.
but now not.
because those stuff we get was from our parents but not us.
don't think yourself highly..
admit your lose
it was better then keep on suffer from winning it.
you can give it a try, you can put your best in it.
but once you know that you will not archive it with any solution,
admit yourself you lose.
find another goal that was suitable for you in your mind.
-fusion of black&white
7:29:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
everyone is responsible for everything they made.
they can be whoever they choose to
but the only thing is when it goes wrong
we must take the responsibility for our choice.
every step we take, every move we went.
we will be responsible for those steps.
even like choosing the subjects,
it will affect our future.
and when the future had been changed to what you does not expected
don't put the blame on others.
you are the one who choose it and decided to take it.
so you are going to blame yourself.
this is what we called "responsible".
-fusion of black&white
9:55:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Monday, April 5, 2010
as time pass by, people do changes right..
and i realize that it wasn't so true.
people do change.
but it was only for those who had found out and moved on.
they will have a future aim, and they will not turning their head back.
and for those who had not found their way,
they will just simply struggle around on all the imaginary exits in their life.
sometime i will ask myself..
did i found my way?
what was it?
and i will always struggle with the paths.
we shouldn't be claiming that we put on all the hard work
and wanted to grant other's praises.
simply enough, we can just conclude that as showing off.
and that was the most difficult thing we can ever cope with.
we should keep it in heart.
and there is no need for us to share it and gain other's praise.
-fusion of black&white
7:45:00 PM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Saturday, April 3, 2010
hehe..
actually i'm now in my hometown, which located 120km from my house to north..
this long journey had really bothered me.
1 hour to idle on car.
i had the commemoration today.
i spotted a man who was talking and touching the photo of someone gently.
i thought that it would be his child, perhaps wife.
a flash in my mind.
"what will happen to me if the person i precious the most died before me?"
the answer came nothing.
i felt so sad for the man.
a sense of sympathize had gone through my mind, my heart.
if i've him, i would be very sad and very depressed.
seeing the one you precious so much suffer is really a great suffer.
and now, the battery life is running down.
what did i did??
hmmmm..
something that can conclude myself as absent-minded.
i didn't bring along the charger.
so i had to go now.
stay happy :)
-fusion of black&white
10:57:00 AM
thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Friday, April 2, 2010
now then i realized what's in my heartmaybe some will think its true, some will not.
but i was still did not changed.
and i was trying my best to change.
hey!! i'm now back!
the main reason on why i continued my blogging life was to improve my english.
as you know i'm having a serious tenses error and pronunciation problem.
although it might not related between blogging and pronunciation,
but someone taught me that i can slower down my speed of typing,
read and pronoun all the words in heart,
and try my best to understand it.
thank you for helping me again and again. (:
today is good friday and i still lived as per normal.
i just returned from church and found out that we shall be grateful on everything we have right now.
we shall be grateful when we have funs, when we play, when we eat, and even when breathing.
because it was not us who make ourselves survived.
and so! DO be grateful on everything (:
even a friend who can always understand and comfort your feeling (:
-fusion of black&white
10:10:00 PM
