thy rutted music, filled with sync;
Friday, October 2, 2009
I DONT WANT THE CURRENT LIFE I HAD BEEN!!!
WHY HAS THIS ALL COMING TO ME???
I DONT WANT AND I DONT WANT TO ACCEPT IT!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!
WHY AM I LIKE THIS???
OR AT FIRST I SHOULD NOT CHANGE IS BETTER!!!
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has lessons and lessons..
what make me really nervous is mother tongue test..
promised to get an A1..
hopefully can get it..
english test..
i think i will pass the literature..
trying my best to pay 100% concentration..
but i dislike it..
the reason being only a part of people know..
dont wish to tell..
math..
need to read through the formula..
before exam..
after school..
made a decision..
which i dont want others to know..
if you all are truely my friends..
you all will FEEL it by heart..
when the time i made this decision..
so many thought is coming out from my mind..
it was like so hurtful..
feel like thousands of knives is peeling off my skin..
and my tears come out..
but not crying..
just those thought remind me something so sad long time ago..
dont want to say anymore..
thats all..
-fusion of black&white
8:05:00 PM
